10 Ways To Be Happy No Matter What Life Throws At You
ONE NOT SO FINE DAY
Ever find yourself feeling lifeless, aimless and simply refusing to last another hour on this planet?
For me, it’s my depression, for some life hits them so hard right “smack in the face” when they least expect.
The good news is, even if you are not diagnosed with Depression like me, you might still end up being sad, emotionless and simply just tired.
I am talking about the mother of all TIREDNESS.
HERE ARE 10 WAYS YOU CAN TRY TO MAKE YOURSELF HAPPY NO MATTER WHAT LIFE THROWS AT YOU
1. Keeping It Simple.
Soon I find myself skipping meals, neglecting my personal hygiene and not getting sufficient rest my body needed.
What I really needed was the basics. Simple easy to follow routines. Eating on time, ensuring that I do not neglect my personal hygiene and most importantly SLEEP.
Science has proven to us again and again that our human body needs to rest for it to be at its optimum performance.
After setting my routine again, I find myself happier and more productive. Very well grounded.
2. Do Not Take Your Anger To Bed With You.
I realized that venting all my worries and irritation before I go to bed helps keeps me happy the next day.
It could be writing on your personal diary, sharing with a close trusted friend. Or even venting it out through exercises.
Being a stay at home mum and having 2 toddlers running around the house, I find it “Therapeutic” to transform all the rage and hatred in me positively through household chores.
Yes, you read it correctly, household chores. For those of you who have domestic helpers and part-time housekeeper consider yourself lucky and fortunate.
To some people like us, its full body workout daily.
Well looked at it this way, at the end of the day its a win-win situation for me. I get to vent my anger and I have a clean house before calling it a day.
3. Fake It And Keep Faking It.
Our mysterious minds work in a strange way sometimes.
Feelings will often lead to actions. And actions can at times make you do things you might regret later one. Don’t succumb to every feeling especially if they are negative. Instead, do the opposite.
When you feel sad, instead of being miserable and gloomy try acting happy and cheery, you just might find yourself feeling happier.
If you are feeling angry, instead of going “guns blazing” to the people around you, try a different approach by being kind to everyone in your path.
Remember, it’s not about if you feel like doing it.
Every negative feeling MUST be converted to a positive feeling and action even if it’s not real.
This strategy is remarkably effective.
4. Learn Something New Daily.
Our mind constantly needs stimulation and “the feel-good” factor. This can be achieved through accomplishments and daily goals.
Try it! Challenge yourself, explore the web, Youtube and any other resources where you can learn something new daily.
No matter how big or small the challenge is, you will be surprised with the results.
There were days where I taught myself how to cook simple recipes and there were also days where I learned how to do website SEO.
This feel-good factor will enable you to be happier.
5. Practice Gratitude Daily.
Gratitude doesn’t have to be saved for the “big” things in life.
The habit of being grateful starts with appreciating every good thing in life and recognizing that there is nothing too small for you to be thankful for.
Even if it is as simple as appreciating the clear weather.
You will find yourself feeling happier by practicing to be grateful.
6. Trading Money For Some Happiness.
While money is an important commodity, so is your happiness. Don’t try to save all that money.
I am not saying splurge all you have and start buying random things. But you know what I mean.
Treat yourself to that newly opened restaurant. If you are not a foodie and more of a techie like my husband, grab hold of the latest electronic products.
Go on dates, coffee sessions and even fun meetups with that long lost friend, family member, and even your partner. Renew the relationship again.
But always spend within your means.
7. Living In The Present, Be Mindful.
Do not compare yourself to others. Be happy with what you have and stop comparing.
And if you really can’t help but compare yourself to others. Think about all the sufferings in the other parts of the world. Hunger, children dying, war zones and even being homeless.
I am sure your situation is nothing compared to them.
So stop worrying and start appreciating what is in front of you and live in the present.
8. Get Sweaty and Unleash That Dopamine.
I am talking about simple brisk walking for 10 mins around the block. If you are too lazy to get out of the house, with technology so advanced, connect with your favorite exercise trainer on Youtube and get sweaty in the comforts of your home.
Exercise is one of the most dependable mood-boosters.
Even a 10-minute stretching exercise can brighten my outlook and change my day.
Grab a towel and start releasing that dopamine in the head.
9. Read Or Watch Something Inspiring.
If you are like my husband and hate going out, Check out his blog here Mr. Agoraphobic. You can find ways to uplift yourself by reading some inspiring books at home.
And if reading is not your “thing” there are numerous resources of motivational and inspiring videos online.
You will never know which one will be beneficial for you until you read it or watch it.
10. Work Hard And Keep On Trying To Make Yourself Happy By Taking Action.
Take time to reflect and start paving a way towards your happiness.
What makes you happy? What makes you smile? Only you have the answer to that yourself.
Start taking action and work towards it. You don’t have “SAD Genes” and neither are you doomed for life for being unhappy always.
You can start changing all that by following the steps above and be the best version of yourself.
If you find the above tips useful and beneficial for you, share it with a friend, family members and loved ones.
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My moods don’t swing, they bounce
What do I mean? I wonder the same too.
How can a person’s mood change so rapidly, it’s insane. Sometimes I don’t even realize it, how it changed, what caused it, and what can I do about it. It’s tiring.
One minute I feel as though I’m all ready to conquer the world, and the next minute I’m all drained out.
This morning when I got up, my mood wasn’t at its best. I was so grumpy that you couldn’t imagine what I was like. All I wanted to do was get the kids to school and have my peace and quiet. I was feeling awful. Then things changed, I went for breakfast as usual. The difference was having my stepsons around today and they are not the cause of my downward spiral. We started talking and all of a sudden a burst of positive energy came upon me. That’s when my mood changed for the 100th time. In a short span of minutes, hours and days, my moods can bounce from anywhere high to low. How does that happen to a person? I couldn’t understand it.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME AGAIN?!
An hour ago, I felt so motivated, energetic and confident. An hour later it went down the opposite I feel so drained, exhausted, numb, and I just want to hide. Am I the only insane being going through this? No one seems to understand that. I want to feel better too, I want to be that confident, motivated, energetic, mom, wife and person. But I don’t have the energy to challenge my mind. I want to sleep so that it can all go away but I couldn’t fall asleep. All of a sudden I feel so NUMB, I can’t feel anything at all. And again I feel so empty, lifeless and soulless. I don’t have the words to describe what I am experiencing. It’s not that I’m in a bad mood, it’s just not that kind of mood or thing. If you know what I mean. Oh please, tell me that I’m not the only one. I wish someone can actually understand what I’m going through. It’s frustrating when your energy level fluctuates in its own crazy way. You don’t have control of it.
It’s not like what everyone says, just get over it, do something and stop being lazing.
It’s just not like that. I’m so frustrated with all these thoughts in my head, they won’t stop repeating. I keep hearing them whenever my mood spirals down. Everyone thinks I’m just simply impossible. I wish that was the case, then would it be so much easier to understand and manage. But it really isn’t. If only someone believed me.
Please tell me that I’m not alone. I’m not crazy. I need help. I want to be helped.
The Anxiety Of Writing Is Real
Graphophobia – A fear of writing
This makes me feel vulnerable that I’m exposing the innermost thoughts and that writing could lead to devastating outcomes for me in my life.
Writing in public knowledge leads to a paranoia which is akin to being naked in public
A journal is a place for us to dive into our emotions about our lives
I’m unable to shake the fear of writing honestly, or of releasing raw emotions and truth to the page, having just the thought of doing so fills me with shame. I have a fear that I’ll get invaded through my writing. It’s real. It makes me feel vulnerable knowing that I am exposing my inner thoughts and the devastating outcome which can happen. What if someone knows that it’s me, things that I’ve never shared with anyone, memories which I have buried comes out to light. What if my husband, friends or family find out who I am.
How did the fear come about?
Simply because I have buried too many memories, feelings, and events that I am ashamed of, matters which has been left undealt with. And since I have started writing, these “MEMORIES, FEELINGS AND EVENTS” are surfacing, forcing me to be in touch with myself again. Maybe there is more to it, which I haven’t figured out.
What I Concluded
Is there a cure for it?
I doubt so. There are so many things, topics, and articles which I can write. But that is not what I want to do. The only rule I have for myself is to feel it and to use it in my work. If it’s not coming, then I’m not ready for that yet. I can’t purge the fear because the fear is a part of me and that makes me special in this entire progress. The anxiety and fear have crippled me and I have not learned how to deal with that.
Learning to embrace the fear
Learning how to make it trans-formative is a very personal integral process which I hope to achieve. It is only when I learn to embrace the fear and to accept, then will I be able to heal and take it off as a writer. My goal is to ride the wave of healing and this is my journey. What’s Yours?
“Your Experiences Will Bring You, Riches”
And I wish you the best of luck on your journey too.
Check out my previous article ” Always to Blame, Always My Fault, Always You & Never Me
The Blame Game
It’s My Fault, It Always Is. Isn’t It?
When something goes wrong in your life. Do you blame everyone around you or do you put the blame on yourself? Playing the blame game never worked at least not for me. But still, I’m stuck in the sick blaming game and that’s the truth.
Playing the blame game
I blame everyone and everything including myself
You got it right! I blame everyone and everything and myself for my entire life and even my daily affairs. How did this topic surface today? I realized that I’m such a sorry ass toxic and negative person with so much sorrow, pain, anger, undealt issues underlying all these emotions on a day to day basis.
Battling with the Monster in my head
I struggled writing today’s entry because my mind was blank and I was all over the place with my thoughts. Its so draining, nothing motivational and inspirational. Depressing is the word. Who would want to read something like that? So I sat down for an hour trying to write something positive or something interesting which I think someone would want to read.
And that’s when my thoughts started flowing
I Wanted To Be Me
I didn’t want to write anything based on what people want to hear. Talking about the facts or truth about the movie “13 Reasons Why” which was posted everywhere in my feed is definitely not what I want to share. I wanted to be ME and that was the purpose of my blog. I wanted to write because I needed to write and it’s when I write that I force myself to do some inner soul searching on what I really feel.
I’m Scared Of Myself, It Truly Frightens Me
Perhaps I got scared of who I really am. And when I decided to be myself again, everything flowed so naturally. I had to reassure myself and that is how I can be true to myself and be true in my articles. I’m not here to sugar coat my life, my feelings, and my thoughts. This is my safe place to be ME.
I hate myself
I’m a horrible person, wife, mom, and a waste of resources and space.
I don’t know what to do. Plenty of irrational thoughts are running through my head, they are all over the place. My childhood, my past dreams, my wishes, my life, my choices. Obviously, I have many questions left unanswered. And within the next minute, my brain is fogged.
The Voices In My Head
I constantly end up feeling guilty, upset, emotionally drained and confused. I may even feel completely useless or incompetent. It may seem harmless in the beginning but my husband always said that one’s words and actions can be extremely toxic. In reality, I contradict myself, and then the blaming begins. Although this may be true, I can’t help thinking if I’m the cause of everything happening in my life. Is it really me, is it my fault, am I delusional, what did I do, and then on either side I have a different voice which says the exact opposite, no it is really not me, I never intended for it to be that way, and ill always end up feel so much pain and sadness in my heart.
Has anyone told you?
Have you been told that you’re dramatic, pathetic, self-pitiful, impossible, toxic, a control freak, an asshole, not a nice person at all, bad-hearted and even possible a Narcissist. That’s what I grew up believing.
What Is Wrong With Me?
Is it really me, is it my fault, am I delusional and in denial?
As a matter of fact, I’ve been wondering if that is all true, and if it is true how can I face up to it, acknowledge it and deal with it. I believe that every human being has a good heart. What is wrong with me? These voices/thoughts will not go away.
In any event, that you are struggling, consider this:
If everything really is your fault, then you must have the power to cause every bad (or good) thing that happens. Check out this Link which I found really helpful https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/what-would-aristotle-do/201207/stop-playing-the-blame-game
How to Stop The Blame Game
1. Start by believing that there is a lesson you can learn and consent to learn it.
2. Admit that you MAY have contributed to the problem.
3. Take some alone time and reflect on the situation.
4. Let go of your attachment to the problem.
5. You Must always remember that nothing is one-sided, everything takes two hands to clap.
Hello Depression, I Hate You.
What if I told you that this is just the beginning of your journey.
I had no idea who and what this ”Depression” was all about. Until it decided to pop by and stay for the longest time. I’m assuming that you are just like me.
WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME?
I was 21 when I was officially diagnosed with Depression after being in the medical system for 5 years.
I didn’t know if my depression was caused by the traumatic events that happened in my life, a genetic possibility or perhaps both.
A LITTLE GIRL AND THE WORLD
I Was Only 15
At the age of 15, I went through one of the most traumatic, painful, depressing and lonely stages of life. I was forced to leave home at a young tender age of 15. And I had to live and survive on my own without any family or extended support. A little girl and the world.
The guy named ”M”
Then I met a guy named ” M ” age 31 at a club and who was very kind and nice towards me. Despite knowing him for only a short time, he provided me with a place to stay, food to eat, and money to survive. Being so vulnerable, I accepted it all since there were no other options. And it didn’t seem harmful at least at that point in time. It seemed ”GREAT” for me.
Eventually, I started falling for ” M ” who was much older than me and we got together officially as a couple. For the first 3 months, everything seemed perfect. I had a place to stay, I had someone who I could lean on, I no longer needed to be in this unknown and scary world by myself, I felt the warmth, the safety, and my tummy was filled.
But, I was WRONG.
I WAS REGRETTABLY WRONG
The beginning of the downfall
Strangely enough ”M” stopped having any more money. From here on, I ended up working in a nightclub as a hostess to support myself, ”M”, his lifestyle and his monthly car installments. Every night when I returned home at 2 am, ”M” demanded that I strip naked so that he can check my body for any marks or perfume smell of other guys. The one and only time when I had not given in, he started beating me terribly using the reason that it was cause I had not listened, I was rude and disrespectful for talking back to him.
The physical, verbal, mental and emotional abuse
And that was when it all started. Little did I know that it wasn’t just physical abuse that he put me through. I was physical, verbally, emotionally, mentally abused and manipulated. During this time, I had nowhere and no one that I could have turned too. It frightened me so much. It was as if he became another person. He kicked my head to the floor, punched me and used a padlock to hit my head. Thankfully I suffered no major injury. The beating, and abused continued which seemed like forever.
Am I Pregnant
Shortly after I started missing my period, I did think that I could possibly be pregnant. However, with the naivety and immaturity, I didn’t bother too much about it. And so life went on as usual for another 2 months or more. That was when I started worrying that the chances of me being pregnant are rather high. I did share with ”M” but he didn’t seem to think much and be bothered about it.
”M” and the girl in bed
That morning after my usual work night I returned home, only to be stunned, speechless and heartbroken. I opened the room door and I saw ”M” and a girl lying in bed asleep. Upon hearing the room door opened”M” woke up and quickly silenced me with his palms. To my surprise ”M” politely requested for me to leave the house and wait outside before the girl sees me. Which of course I did not. I was filled with tears in my eyes and voice was choked. How could he have done this to me? I couldn’t believe it. But that wasn’t the worst. The worst has yet to come. The girl came out to me and told me that nothing happened between them, they were just friends and that she has no other intentions.
I cried to the girl who was in bed with ”M’
Outside the house, I broke down screaming at the top of my lungs with my head buried in my hands. I cried to her and told her my pains and the possibility that I may be pregnant. I must have lost my mind. All the memories and pain are still fresh in my head.
Running to ”M” mother for help
With tears rolling down my cheeks I walked down the side of the road, I stopped at the cross junction and broke down. I wanted to end my life there and then, run into the road and hope that I’ll die. But something inside me just couldn’t bring myself to do it. I went to ”M” mother’s house, hoping that she would help me. But again I was wrong! ”M” accused me of lying in front of his mother and the girl. Looking straight into my eyes, he blatantly and heartless called me a liar, a cheater, and a manipulator. And again, I was left alone under the block all by myself, whereas ”M” and the girl went off together on the bike.
The crying, anxiety, fear, and hopelessness began
After all, that happened for the subsequent nights I cried myself to sleep every single day without fail. I waited for him to return every day, which he never did. Every single sound of the bike which passed my house would trigger me even when I was asleep. I ran to the back of the house to see if he had returned. Eventually, he came home just to pass me a $10 note along with a packet of cigarette.
Drugs became my best friend
Later on, I started taking drugs with ”M” sister. I was wishing that I could get rid of all the pain I was in the fear, the anxiety, the hopelessness, the despair, and exhaustion. It was all too intense for me to bear.
Wishing For Hope To Survive
If only there was someone who was there with me and for me. If only someone came forward. If only I had someone to call and not men who were just waiting to make use of my vulnerability to bed me. If only I was loved. If only I had a mom who was there for me. If only my great-grandmother was still around. If only my foster family was here. There were too many If Only. But it was pointless. None of it would have happened. No one cared, no one bothered. I was better off dead. Just like when my mom told me ” I never wanted you ” I understand that NOW BECAUSE if my biological mom never wanted me, who else would have.
Unwanted, cheap and worthless was my name
I never slept whilst I was on the drugs for a few days, neither did I eat. All I wanted to do was take the drug and wish that something negative would happen. Anyways, my life wasn’t worth anything for a start. This went on for a few months. There were many occasions when the girl would text me, offering to buy some food for me. After a while, I realized I was being too naive and trusting. I know that she wasn’t sincere at all. She intentionally used ”M” phone to text me. Telling me things like they were on the way to pass me the $10.
How can a human be so inhuman
How would you feel being in my shoes, the girl who you caught with your partner, being nice to you on the start and now calling you names and blaming you for everything that happened? She blamed me for everything that was happening to me, she told me that ”M” preferred her because she was a virgin and that I am now old, unwanted, cheap and worthless. The kind of pain I felt is indescribable, how can someone be so heartless? It was not something I can comprehend up to this day.
At The Present Time
At this moment
These are just a few of the incidents which happened leading up to my depression, anxiety and whatever other mental traumas are suffering from.
The truth as I write
It is indeed very painful as I haven’t recovered myself. Walking down memory lane definitely triggered me. It feels like as though I had to relive the moments which I had buried deep away.
In the support groups, forums, and even self-help groups. I noticed that there were many people who were experiencing a similar situation as I was back then. People who are heartbroken, depressed, lonely, hopeless, and even thinking of suicide. I want to share my story with you to help you and to help me.
A note to my readers, and those in pain
You are not alone
If you are experiencing a similar pain, please know that you are not alone. We can support one another in all of this mess. Many people may not understand or even be empathetic about it, but that doesn’t and shouldn’t affect you and me. Everyone’s journey isn’t the same. And no 2 persons are alike. It doesn’t matter what they say or has to say. We don’t need any more advises, or people to pry into our business, our pain, and struggles. Sometimes all we need is to know that there is someone out there, living under the same sky as you who is struggling too. You are not alone.
REMEMBER YOU ARE WORTH EVERYTHING
You have a RIGHT, Your story, your pain, and your struggle are yours and for you to own.
Don’t ever allow anyone to take that little bit left in you.
I’ll end of here today, after writing this article it has indeed triggered me. The pain is real and the memories will never be gone. I don’t know what is ahead waiting for me. To find out more, please give me your support. It means a lot for me to go on and have a purpose and meaning in my life.
What it’s like living with depression and anxiety
First of all, It is different from feeling sad or being in a bad mood.
In other words, unhappiness is something everyone feels at one point.
A depressed mood is a normal temporary reaction to life events such as loss of a loved one. But being sad is not the same as having depression.
Unlike a person suffering from depression may experience high levels of Anxiety together with other symptoms. For example, simple things like going to work, socializing with friends, or getting out of bed can be a struggle. It is not a sign of personal weakness or a condition that can be willed or wished away.
Depression comes in many different forms.
Not everyone who is depressed experiences every symptom. Some people experience only a few symptoms while others may experience many. Fortunately, it is also treatable. Below is a list of common signs and symptoms to look out for.
Common Signs and Symptoms
Symptoms must last at least two weeks for a diagnosis of depression.
- Tiredness and loss of energy.
- Sadness that doesn’t go away.
- Loss of self-confidence and self-esteem.
- Difficulty concentrating.
- Not being able to enjoy things that are usually pleasurable or interesting.
- Feeling anxious all the time
- Avoiding people, sometimes even your close friends
- Feelings of helplessness and hopelessness.
- Sleep pattern changes
- Strong feelings of guilt or worthlessness
- Finding it hard to function at work/college/school
- Loss of appetite or a sudden increase in appetite
- Loss of sex drive
- Physical aches
- Recurring thoughts of death
What Causes Depression?
Depression is not a mood you can just get over.
It is far more common than you might think, with nearly one out of 10 adults depressed at any time, about half of them severely.
No one knows the exact cause, however, researchers estimate that almost one out of every five people in the US, will experience major depression at some point in their lifetime. There are many possible causes such as stressful life events, medical conditions, or chemical imbalance.
It is not a sign of personal weakness or a condition that can be willed or wished away.
Ways To Cope
- The primary medical options are Cognitive Behavioural Therapy
- Anti-depressant medication
- Exercise not only improves your health. Endorphins (‘feel good’hormones) are released and this can raise your mood
- Breathing exercises and muscle relaxation
- Build a support network with others who may be experiencing the same things as you
- Continue to educate yourself about depression
- Set realistic goals for yourself
- Ask someone else for what you need
- Talk to a therapist
- Express yourself in writing
- Stay connected with friends and families
- Develop a healthy sleep routine
If you or someone you know is unable to cope with depression, professional help is available.
Chances are you may have experienced the disorder at some point in your life. If you are unsure, there is no harm in getting an assessment just to reassure yourself.
You don’t have to struggle through it alone. Don’t feel guilty for feeling the way you do. A mental illness/disorder is just like any other illness. Seek treatment early. Help is available and you are not alone.
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In the meantime, I have made a short video.
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YOU ARE NOT ALONE